A Lollypop or a Bullet?

It rained today for the first time in a while (well I use the term 'a while' loosely as it is England but a couple of days is good)
I like it when it's dry and cold, but I always underestimate the weather and go out wearing a t-shirt or something; I freeze.
I got out my coat today; it's pretty shabby but I love that coat, I have had it for years and it smells really nice and the smell never goes away.

I realise now how much some people depend on me, it's weird;
Phone calls when they are walking on there own or waiting for something.
To get the bus with them at 2 o'clock.
For a phone call to cheer them up when they are sad.
To buy cigarettes.
To go to Tesco.
Blowing raspberries on their tummy when they are sad (weird).
I can't really think of it all right now and my hands are so cold it hurts to type so it's good that I'm not typing a long list.
Just those little things make me feel all 'warm inside'.
I have never really understood that phrase but it seemed fitting.
I like it that they chose to depend on me.
You can proberbly tell by now that I love black and white photographs.