A Lollypop or a Bullet?

I hate it when people stare at me; half the time I pretend I haven't noticed;
I want to know what they are thinking.
Today at college some guy was staring at me from the other end of the Que at it made me really paranoid like was there something wrong with my face, hair or clothes.
It really bugs me because I will never know what he was thinking.
Also when someone is looking at you and you make eye contact accidentally what do you do?
I always find myself in this situation and I panic usually I just smile which probably makes me look slightly retarded.

I'm going to the zoo on Friday, I love the zoo it's one of my favorite places.
It will be a bit of a sad occasion for me because that was the last place I went with my Nan and grandad.
I find animals so amazing, like how each one is adapted to it's environment, how they all look so different.
Wolves are one of my favorite's they look amazing,
they should be like a wizards pet.
I wish I was like one of them people that can communicate with animals even though that would be really weird
I'm wishing again I really should stop.