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I thought I had been treated badly in the past, I thought that I had felt as much hurt I could possibly feel.
but this, this hurts more than everything i have been put through before.
Just for one stupid night I feel like I have lost everything that I had built up over the years.
At first I just blocked it out, and now that reality has set in I feel crushed, and the more I think about it the more things I pick out which proves to me how little you care about me.
I feel so weird.
FUCK IT.