Random.

A - Available: yes.
B - Best Friend: I have a few..
D - Dad’s Name: Tom.
E - Easiest Person To Talk To: Emma Hughes.
F - Favorite Food: Italian.
G - Gummy Bears Or Worms: Worms.
H - Hometown: Garston.
I - Instrument: I don't play anything, i sing though.
J - Job: Unemployed.
K - Kids: When i'm older, sure.
L - Longest Car Ride: 7 hours.
M - Milk Flavor: chocolate.
N - Number Of Siblings: 3.
O - One Wish: To move abroad.
P - Phobias: clowns, Emu's, people touching my wrists and paedophiles.
Q - Favorite Quote: 'To see a world in a grain of sand and heaven in a wild flower, to hold infinity in the plam of your hand and eternity in an hour'
R -Reason To Smile: I don't need a reason to smile.
S - Song You Last Heard: You and me by lifehouse.
T - Time You Woke Up: 1pm.
U - Unknown Fact About Me: I have a mole on my hip that i like.
V - Vegetable: Brocolli.
W - Worst Habits: Biting my nails.
X - X-Rays You’ve Had: arms and legs.
Y - Your Favorite Pastime: Smoking on brighton beach.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Taurus.

regret.

It's strange how one mistake can make you think so differently of yourself.
I don't know why I did it. And if I could rewind I would not have done it.
I wish I didn't. but you can't change whats been done. I need to get on with it.
I'm not going to say what I did but I want to let anyone who bothers to read my blog I regret it.
I also want to say that our mistakes make us who we are, but after you make a mistake you cannot stop thinking about it, it's horrible. I want to block the memory from my head
I am a fucking idiot.

for the past couple of weeks I have been able to write pages and pages about my life, and how I have been feeling. It has made me feel a lot better.
I'm not a depressive person, I am generally happy but I am human and I have been through a bad year and there is no one that I can really talk to. So I'm going to start a journal so I can never forget what I was thinking and feeling at that moment in time. I'm also going to write about what I will do this year, not quite resolutions but something that should have been done before. So this is what I am going to do and the reasons for it.

• Race for life- Grandad I'm doing this for you.
• Get a car- My freedom.
• Go to Rome- To fulfil a dream of mine.
• Do well at college- University here I come.
• To protest against animal testing- To stand up for something that can't fight back.

thats all i can think of right now. i'll post anymore if i think of any.