wow.

I really did not think I would care... and it's shocked me how much I do.
I feel like I have just been punched in the stomach.
My heart started racing and I could not breathe.

I think my only talent in life is knowing what my gut feelings mean.
If I have a sudden gut feeling I know what it is straight away and I am never wrong.
I guess it's good so I get over it quicker.
But knowing before I actually find out can be painful.



This is like a real kick in the teeth.
Fuck you.