I finally feel like I am out of the dark part of my life.
I feel like I can finally breathe and see again.
I am happy. I have have one person to thank for making me feel like me again.
I think he knows who he is and I hope he reads this.
Thankyou so much x

I can't actually believe it took something that a druken prick said to make me see clearly.
I might aswell just sleep with him to get it over and done with. thats all they want anyway.

I can't tell if i am wasting my time with you or not.

let me get this straight..

You say that you care about me,
That you worry about me and miss talking to me.
YET you don't keep your promises.
If you were worried about me you would have made the effort to check if i was okay.
You just keep contradicting yourself.
You really do cease to amaze me!