I have given my page a break from my erratic blogging,
i had a really good day today, i had a short conversation with a certain someone; it was magical.
It got me worried though, i have made all these new friends and now summer is over we are most proberbly going to drift.
It's werid how you can make friends with someone and then stop talking to them without thinking anything of it.
I'm going to make more of an effort.
Also i need a job, soooo skint :(.

ABBBCCCCCDD

I feel awful today as a result of a good night,

I got all my GCSE's so I have been accepted into college :D.
Had a lovely day, went shopping and went to Charlotte's to stay the night.
Was a good night apart from the sleeping arrangements, Lucy, Wilson and I slept in a shed, with a thin blanket to share and a wet patch, until we flipped over the mattress.
My allergy to the cold made the whole night very uncomfortable.
I hate it when you just want to sleep, your ready to sleep but you just can't!
That is what happened last night.
Lucy fell asleep for a while and I had a nice chat with Wilson.
Unfortunately I have a cold now.
I wish that you will just get out of my head, you fucked me over twice and I still cannot block you out.
I hate you for what you have done to me.
And if you think that we can go back to how we were, think again.

Tigers

What do tigers dream of, when they take a little tiger snooze?
Do they dream of mauling zebras, or Halle Berry in her catwoman suit.
Don't you worry your pretty stripped head we're gonna get you back to Tyson and your cozy tiger bed.
And they we're gonna find our bestfriend Doug and then we're gonna give him a bestfriend hug.
Doug, Doug, Oh, Doug Douggie Douggie Doug Doug.
But if he's been murdered by crystal meth tweekers, well then we're shit out of luck.

The Hangover is one of my favorite films,
it makes me laugh so so much.Also, GCSE results tomorrow.
I have never been so nervous in my life!
Urgh i feel sick.

Two more days until GCSE results! ahhh.
I am SO scared, if i have not passed I'm fucked.

Anyway i just wanted to have a little rant to myself;
I am so fed up with guys at the moment, I wish i was attracted to girls it would make life so much easier.
My best friend is being mucked around by someone that i would never have expected to treat anyone let alone her like that.
I realized today that i must be clinically insane for ever thinking about a certain someone in a friendly way let alone in any other way, it makes me feel sick; specially the fact that he probably wore more make-up than me.
I'm sick to death of just being seen as a piece of ass!


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Change.

I'm excited about starting college but I am also dreading it.
I hate change, and this year everything has changed.
I lost two big parts of my family, and it's been hard.
Losing someone usually brings a family closer together, but it's torn mine apart.
You never know how much a person means to you until they are gone and it changes your life.
My friends mean so much to me, they are my family, I saw them every day at school,
chatted to them in lessons, sunbathed on the 'forbidden' grass patch.
Now we are all going our separate ways and it's so weird.
And my older friends are going to university, some who I talk to you basically every day, it's so sad.
Keep in touch.

There is also a few people that I am so glad to be rid of.
Specially this one person, I have not know him long
but he is everything I hate in a person.
Every little thing about you makes me want to poke my own eyes out, and your arrogance is so uncalled for as you have no reason to be.
To think I ever considered you as a friend makes me question my sanity.
Good luck in life, you won't get far with your horrendous attitude.

Why is the Giraffe licking the Squirrel?

star

Star light Star bright,
First Star I see tonight,
Wish I may, Wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

I still say the rhyme in my head every time I see the first star,
I can't even remember how long I have been doing it.
It is a habit I quite like.

The sky is clear tonight which is nice. With so many street lights on so few are visible these days.
I like to sit out my window at night at really look at the stars,
it is such a pretty sight, Sometimes I sit on my window sill for hours looking at stars and thinking.
Often me and Lucy sit on deck chairs in her garden when it's starry, we just sit chatting for ages and listening to music. It is so so relaxing.
I wish that just for one night all the street lights will break so I can see how much more beautiful the sky is.
I wish I was at Lucy's now to see the stars.

swings.

It is so annoying that it's basically winter again and this summer we have had like a week of nice weather. I want to move abroad right now but unfortunately i'm not old enough nor can i afford it.

I had a lovely day today round my best friends house, no matter how bored we are we always end up in hysterics which is one of the things i love about her, she can make any situation fun.

We watched Jarassic Park even though i protested, and we went on a lovely walk down a canal (D:)

and played in a park like 5 year old's.

Going to Thorpe Park monday :) hopefully the weather wont be crap.

night timee.

I spent a lovely night watching horror movies with my main bitch.

I love girly nights in with people you have not spent a lot of time with in a while, you get to catch up and tell them things you have been itching to tell them for a long time.
The new friday the 13th movie was quite hilarious really, it's so predictable and it stars Jared Padalecki which makes watching the film worth while, even if the film was pretty poor.
The last house on the left was good, so fucked up though, it made me cringe about 10842 times. was good though, unfortunately the sexy man died, sorry for ruining the ending for those who have not seen it ;)




Mmm, Beautiful.

It's amazing how you can know someone so well but they believe all the shit that people have been saying about you recently. I get really upset when people say untrue things about me, but now i have started to realise that when lies are told it always makes the liar look good. So i'll tell you what, say what you want darling because in the end it's you thats going to look like a twat when the truth comes out.

I'm happy today that i have finally found the excuse to wear my favourite white dress. The weather is amazing, it's starting to seem more like summer.
There is like no clouds in the sky, can't wait to get out and soak up some vitamin D i'm looking quite pasty at the moment which is never nice.
All i need now is to find something to do really.
Also i have found the most amazing shoes ever they are £80 but i will get these babys if it is the last thing i do!

if anyone ever insults you and they put a '(L)' at the end always reply with this

"that little msn love heart has touched me, that's what will keep the tears away tonight"


one of the funniest and best comebacks i have ever heard!
:')
lucy sonner has done me proud.
xx

:)

Lucy Sonner is a hoe.







But i looove her.

Men

Men make me so angry! I can never understand how they work. They say they like you then they act like a prick, whats up with that?